Kaely HKL

Random! ^^

2009-07-29T19:02:00.001+08:00

1. I quoted the teachers :D
-"Don't go online and bitch _______"
-"You cannot pee during your PE lesson" (When you say PE really fast, it sounds like pee!)

2. I got a twitterrrrrr. Ask me for my username haha.

3. Chinese and physics test on Friday! AND I HAVE NOT STARTED ON MY REVISION AHHH.

4. I tell you hor, if I didn't mentally prepare myself for this week's recess duty... then today I might have cried in front of Jihao and Aderic already LOL, but instead I was cursing someone.

5. Rumors spread fast. VERY FAST. Somehow I feel apologetic...

You suck manszx.

2009-07-27T18:15:00.001+08:00

Its not like me to be temperamental or irritable and all that... I really wish I could control my temper. I don't want my studies to get in the way with my emotions. Fang pi la :(

Ew

2009-07-26T11:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was ironic. All I can say is, well, thank God I was never in a relationship, am not in a relationship and will never ever ever be in a relationship.

Yes because break ups are ___________________________. Crushing is enough for me :D

I feel much better after talking to Justin and Denyse though, like after a week of bottling up and crying myself to sleep. Life is good when you have good friends like them who are always there for you :D

I'm not going to Europe. I'm not going to New York either. Crap, I saved up since the beginning of the year and just yesterday my Dad had to tell me that due to the recession or whatsoever I can't go to Europe anymore.

Yes I understand that his intentions are good and yes I can accommodate to his feelings and all that. I'm over it, fine if I'm not going. Whatever, never mind- I know there will be many other opportunities for me to travel overseas in the near future. But what about him- Did he even freaking spare a thought for my feelings? Does he even know how I truly feel or even the amount of stress I'm dealing and have been dealing with since the start of Semester 2? I know he'll never acknowledge me as his daughter unless I get promoted to the Express stream. But I'm trying my best, I'm working very hard. But does he even care?

No. Obviously not.

Oh and I realize I can really relate to the lyrics of all of the songs in Demi Lovato's first and second album, hehehe. Especially "Everything You're Not", "Catch Me" and "Falling Over Me". Yea o.o

Don't worry I'm not emo :D

Ultra Kitty speaks

2009-07-25T10:04:00.004+08:00

I'm ultra kitty. Raych is hello man. Together we're awesome hehehe.

Anyways 69 days left till EOYs! Can't wait hehehe. Learning how to sing to What Do You See while listening to In Dulci Jubilo now HAHAHA I know its impossible, but I'm just trying it out for fun ^^

So... everyone's got limits. Everyone knows they've got limits, everyone knows life is full of boundaries. But at the same time, this fact doesn't stop the majority from exceeding expectations. Know why? 'cos expectations aren't the same as limitations and boundaries! (At least that's what I think la o.o)

So, though everyone has limitations/restrictions/whatsoever, it doesn't mean we can't dream big right? And at the same time, it doesn't mean that we can't attempt to go beyond our limitations right? o.o See, first you dream big, then you think how you're going to make your dream come true, then you attempt to make your dream come true! After all, Mdm Liew once said that desire + effort = results :P

And then what happens when you succumb to failure? You try again lor! :D

Yea its not as easy as it sounds, but its still possible hehehe. Optimism is essential because if you do everything with a pessimistic attitude, with reluctance and whatsoever, you'll never succeed! (Again, at least that's what I think la o.o)

So this is my extended formula of achieving great things in life! (Don't worry it won't be as confusing as Nicholas's algrebra hehe)-
Desire + efforts + optimism + failure + trying again and again and again until you succeed (depending on how many times you fail o.o) = the results you want :D

Oh yes and crushing does help to increase optimism HAHAHA because when you see your crush or think of your crush, you'll be happy right? Hehe at least, that's what I think la. Gosh I've got to be more confident of what I say man -.-

Okay I'm probably typing all this out of boredom so if you think what I'm saying doesn't make sense, then its up to you lolol.

Kay, going to do homework and revision now. Byebye!

-Ultra Kitty LOL

So....

2009-07-24T18:38:00.008+08:00

Ignore the previous post.
Bad memories should be forgotten. Life should carry on :)

HELLOOOOO :D
Gah I've been yawning all day long 'cos I left school like at 7 yesterday after debate and reached home at 8 'cos my parents wanted me to be INDEPENDENT so they didn't drive me home from school. Instead, I took the bus back home by myself :( Yea and I like, stayed up all night to do the sowing for the HE project and I only completed like 1/4 of the sowing when it was like 11pm+ already -.- Anyways so, I really shouldn't procrastinate 'cos I honestly AM NOT the kind of person who does things at the last minute haha.

The current ER project going on (Teachers' Day) has been progressing smoothly! Heheh, as a gift IC I'm completing everything at a super fast rate so I can help Sherlyn with her banner weehoo.

Oh yes, today MORNING was scary o.o Samantha (Lek) told the SLTs that we have 2 weeks left until the end of our probation so we either fail, pass, or get an extended probation. Wowww 4 weeks past so fast! That reminds me... *mentally prepares myself for next week's recess duty >.<*

So... Today was Ms Wee's last day in Xinmin :( Samantha (Ng) and I had the honor of dancing in front of Ms Wee while the choir sang to Nobody. It was such a sweet moment... tears swelled up in my eyes after all the dancing I had to rush to the toilet after choir to "let it all out" :P Ms Wee wished me good luck in crushing, LOL! (Yes, I told her my REAL crush. Not the one DON'T KNOW WHO told her ._.). Oh yes and singing to In Dulci Jubilo has been URGHHHHHHHHH -.- But I shall persevere till the very end weehoo :*

You know, I promised Nicholas I'd participate enthusiastically in choir o.o so I shall keep my promise though we didn't gou gou shou LOL! Sherry's bouncy bouncy smack smack is cute. LOL I did it to David and he started whining HAHAHA. Oh yea the preliminary round for Spelling Bee is next Monday! o.o Gosh haha I'm so not prepared :P *starts reading the dictionary :P*

So... 2 weeks left! >.< Jiayouuuuu!

Today was Zion's last day in Xinmin as well! Haha, though I'm not exactly close to him, well, we're still good friends :D And he's like the only exchange student who remembers my name so, HAHA yea...

Haha byebye, have a great weekend and an awesome week ahead!

Oh yes and, Demi Lovato's album topped the charts! YAY Demi ftw!

Here we go, go, go again!

2009-07-21T17:44:00.005+08:00

Buy me Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again album and I'll marry you. LOL just kidding I won't :D

But I'll love you to bits if you do!

Anyways the new south wales test was total chimology I almost fainted ^^
But still I tried my best for the test la. Hopefully I'll get distinction, hehe!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVyNEUq-RaY&feature=PlayList&p=7ECED23DFFC3CB5A&index=0&playnext=1

The link above directs you to the ENTIRE play list of Demi Lovato's awesome album weehoo.

Oh yea and today, during CCM, Sock Hwee came to my class to look for me and asked me for help to get her class to keep quiet so I just went, and it turned out her class was like 927398739817323721372132132183098 times less quiet than my class AHAHA. Irony LOL.

Byee!

Bz

2009-07-20T19:50:00.003+08:00

*Yawn* exhausted after a long day of school. AHK outing's canceled 'cos Alfredumb's grounded. Boo :(

I realize my posts are getting shorter hehe. I plan to quit AP soon YAY.

Gtg byee.

R-A-N-D-O-M!

2009-07-19T16:21:00.003+08:00

Typical day :( My parents spent the whole day house hunting but I was unable to go x.x

HOMEWORK'S DONE except for the home econs project which is due next week (I procrastinated too much!) and the history project which is due term 4 week 2 (But I wish to complete it before the September hols).

Yeaaaaaaa... Justin's dp is sooooooo pretty ^^

Lalala

2009-07-18T17:20:00.001+08:00

Okay I'm going to blog about the whole week now :D

1. Alfreda and Hannah, I love you two. Can't wait till next Friday teehee.

2. I've been busy :( Not exactly living a lifeless life now... not exactly sick of school.... goshgosh, the feeling's just unexplainable! I've just... never really felt this way before. Actually yes I have, but not to such an extent and definitely not to THIS extent! Terrible, horrible, horrendous! (Yes and I'm like totally contradicting my statement now 'cos if I'm busy, why do I have time to blog!?). Aiyoo its like, I'm not usually someone who procrastinates and leaves things to the very end and things like that but now because of my procrastination and whatever you call it, I'm rushing on my homework now while sneezing away with little visible drops of saliva on my computer screen after all the major AH CHOOs :( eeew right hehe.

3. So, honestly what's the point of asking me if I like a particular someone when if I say no you'd be like, "Don't bluff!" and start teasing me, and if I say yes you'd be like "HAHA I KNEW IT!" <- This doesn't imply anything!

4. Special thanks to Tricia for the homework delivery and thanks people for all the well wishes :D

5. BYEEE! *waves frantically*

I sound old in this post!

2009-07-17T17:41:00.005+08:00

I was so unique, now I feel skin deep.
Count on the make up, to cover it all.
Crying myself to sleep, 'cos I cannot keep their attention.
Thought I could be strong, but its killing me.
Someone hear my cry, I'm dying for new life.

I wanna be beautiful, make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart, and be amazed.
I want to hear you say, who I am is quite enough.
Just wanna be worthy of love, and beautiful.

Sometimes I wish I was someone, other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy.
Trying to find whatever is missing,
Won't you help me back to glory.

I wanna be beautiful, make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart, and be amazed.
I want to hear you say, who I am is quite enough.
Just wanna be worthy of love...

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful

I've learned that pretending to be someone else whom you're not just so that you can gain popularity or attention from your peers is well, clearly of no use because even if they are fond of who you were attempting to be, the feelings will never be genuine because its not you they love. Instead, its someone else they've shown interest in.

True friends love you for who you are- Just like the true friends I have. I really thank God for people like them who've been with me through thick and thin. Another thing I've learned is how to treasure friendship regardless of the circumstance because though the saying is rather cliche, the fact that you'll never know the genuine importance of something or someone until you lose it is still undeniable, so yea.

I sound old yea, haha. Bye ^^

Random

2009-07-17T07:36:00.003+08:00

I've got flu like symptoms, and I'm down with a fever. It all started with the sneezing... :(
So yes, I just hope it isn't hini. I honestly looked forward to school (somehow), but Daddy convinced me to stay at home to get some rest. Mommy's taking the day off to accompany me to the doctor's later on ^^ I guess I can take this as a day off, hehe.

Oh and I'm sick and tired of having to use like, 6 hairpins to pin up my fringe all the time, especially when I'm in a rush for school and I've got to tie my hair up neatly but the hairpins just keep getting in the way so I guess I'm going to use a hairband from now on haha.

Bye!

Who are you to assume? Who are you to comment? Who are you to criticize?
Who am I to assume? Who am I to comment? Who am I to criticize?
Confused again!

Pouring out

2009-07-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

"Fear keeps us from moving on in life."- I remember Joel once said that in this years' investiture or something. Not sure if this is exactly what he said but, I guess its close. Anyways, it still makes sense ^^

I have fears. Wearing the SLT badge makes my hair stand and all that. It makes me feel... self-conscious of my actions. The feeling's just indescribable, but I guess every SL has gone through what I'm going through and will be going through so it'll probably take some time for me to get used to this new life :P

I've got four commitments in school, excluding studies- SLB, debate, assembly presenters and choir. Schedule's packed. There's never a day when I can just, leave school directly after the teacher of the last lesson of that particular day dismisses us from school. I either have choir/debate/AP or whatsoever la, and sometimes debate ends at 7pm :P I remember during the SL interview when Samantha asked me how I planned to handle my commitments. I recall telling her that I'd prioritize but I guess that, well, I've obviously contradicted what I told her back then. Another case of over-confidence for the dumbass -.-

Friendship just makes everything worse. One moment, someone's annoyed. Another moment, someone's pissed off and another moment, someone starts crying. Honestly, I've ever taken it into consideration- I've ever had the desperate urge to become a social outcast because somehow I was under the impression that maybe if I were to be one, everyone would be happy and no one would care about me. That way, everyday would be great and everyone would feel great as well. I assumed that living life as a social outcast would be much better, and that was stupid.

But life is full of ups and downs ey? :) Crying doesn't change anything, confiding in someone doesn't change anything as well, and "emptying the bottle" obviously isn't of much help to anything or anyone either- but somehow when I'm feeling down and I do one of those things, I just feel, well, motivated to do even better in life and that just gives me the optimism to either start afresh or let bygones be bygones ^^ Its just like magic, haha.

Bye :D

T

2009-07-15T19:15:00.007+08:00

What did I do to deserve this?
Tell me the truth and don't lie.
You're pretty good at that, but no not this time.
You walk around like you run the world,
Running your mouth and talking about me now.
They think that you're the perfect girl-
They're gonna see everything,
So get back.

Its gonna come back around,
You know that this town is just too small, and not too tall to take this again
You're just too adverse but I've got news-
You know you're just gonna lose
Everything and everyone that means so much to you.

I'm feeling bad for,
You are alone and nobody cares that you are
One look into your eyes,
Easy to see what you could be but you're not
I say it's time that you give in,
Since it was real, you cannot fulfill, you're over.
You feel your heart beat deep down
Ignoring the shame of causing this pain,
Just get out.

You win. Satisfied? I'm sick and tired of everything you know that? I've got limits, you know that? I've been bottling up all along, you know that? I hate you. I detest the sight of you because you know what? Your definition of cute/adorable is excruciatingly disgusting and no I don't think I'm exaggerating. You enjoy this don't you? You said you'd never come back. You said that you were leaving for good. But you lied. You hypocrite.

Don't worry, I'm not emo! I'm just... pissed ^^ I'm okay, I honestly am :D
Trust me! Tomorrow I'll have a big smile on my face haha. Pinky swear ^^

SYF @ TYP

2009-07-12T09:03:00.006+08:00

Okay yea I'm on hiatus now but here I am, still blogging! :D Maybe I should only blog on the weekends haha. YES I SHALL BLOG ONLY WHEN ITS SATURDAY/SUNDAY!
So since today's Sunday, I shall blog about yesterday's performance!-

Before I left home for school, I had to apply some make up on my face. The process of putting on the foundation and blusher and eyeshadow and lip gloss and all that was uber coolio woohoo! After all I had some experience from playing tons and tons of make up games as I mentioned before in one of my posts heehee.

When I was in school I realized that the swatties were having a meeting and I saw JUNWEN there. Yea, so I chased him around and hit him with my red cap just like how I did on Friday, except that I used my pink file. Mmm hmm, and he threatened to say the name out loudddddddd. Whatever hehe :* So the SWAT meeting ended, and I accompanied Sherry to the general office after that to help her carry the frame thingy while she carried the easel thingy. I had my chicken burger after that and then blablablablabla *fast forward in time*..... the girls took the BIGGER bus to tpy hub!

We had our rehearsal after that, and Mr John made us go through both plan A and plan B of his evacuation routes. Then, at that point of time, Colin and Ms Wee told me that my make up was totally gone and I looked really pale :O (NOOOOOOOOO!!!!) Okay so anyways on the way back to the stage from the exacuation area, I saw this banner thingy that showed the theme of NDP'09!

COME TOGETHER (REACHING OUT REACHING UP)
Sounds wrong huh? I told Sherry about it and then she started laughing like cuckoo bird, HAHA. To read more about NDP'09, go to Sherry's blog!

By the way, the AnglOchestra boys were AHHHH ADORABLE! *hyperventilates* Anyways Tosy and I went to the toilet to touch up on our make up after that, and when we went back to where the choir people were, we realized there was bread to eat and milo to drink yippee! (I was starving hehe)

Okay so I don't know why but there were like, tons of rehearsals o_o Anyways all I knew was that the last performance was the ACTUAL PERFORMANCE. Yea :D

Ohohoh and according to Sherry, TzuNing was aroused, and apparently Tosy did not know what aroused meant. So Sherry asked her, "What does "a rousing applause" make you think of?"
Tosy was like, "Raising up? Huh? Stand up ah?" So I put my cap at Tzu Ning's *clear throat* and looked at Tosy, and then I asked her- "What does this make you think of?"

Tosy said- OHHHHH, HIS COCK GROW BIGGER AH?

Then Sherry and I broke out in guffaws. Wowww okayy... OH speaking of Tzu Ning, many people say I look like him! Some even think we're siblings/couple <- Neverrr.

Oh yes and thanks to those who came to watch our performance woohoo you rock! :D

1. Mr Yong and Mdm Liew liked the dancing woohoo!!!!!!
2. My ass got poked and slapped by Sherry.
3. I had dinner with Mabellyn (OMG MABELLYN'S FROM PLMGS(P) TOO AHHH!!) after that and taxi-ed home :D

BYEEEE!
(Oh yea, updated play list AGAIN. Hehe pay attention to the lyrics if you want, some are inspirational and motivational :P)

2009-07-10T16:05:00.004+08:00

So,
1. Ms Quek reprimanded me for requesting to be excused from choir for my dental appointment on the day itself (today) and for having inappropriate earrings on in school. Sigh.

2. Hiatus- and serious this time, because the EOY examinations are like, less than 3 months away.

3. I've got braces on now :)

4. Some of you asked me why I didn't blog about like, how I feel about being a SLT o_o Um, okay I shall blog about it now- I feel weird with the badge on :*

5. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

BYEE!
Ohohoh tomorrow will be a special day woohoo.

SIGH???? :*

2009-07-09T14:42:00.008+08:00

AS EXPECTED,
Semester 2 has been busy :* (I'm not exaggerating okay!)

再见!
Today's chinese test was BLEAH :(
AND I SAW YOU 8 TIMES TODAYYYYY~

RANDOM!

2009-07-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

I know I stated before in one of my posts that I'd probably be using the triangle skin much longer than usual :* Err honestly I couldn't resist the temptation to change my blogskin again 'cos I found a much prettier one that was to my liking hehe. I'm still trying to figure out how to fit my play list at the navigation area though :O

Apparently I've completed all my homework + additional revision except for my art homework. Boooooo art. Booooboooo art. Booooboooobooo art. Boooobooooboooobooo art.

Oh yea, the total number of cases of H1N1 flu (Or as Colin calls it- hini flu) in Singapore accumulates to 1055. Yea :( Get well soon hini infected people!

Byee!

2009-07-05T19:02:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Okay, because I've got a sudden interest in Psychology I decided to do some reading up on Psychology so I went to the Cheng San Library to borrow some books on Psychology but I didn't know how to use the searching thingy so I had a hard time looking for the books I wanted. In addition when I approached the Librarian for help, she simply glared at me and asked me this one question- Are you a Singaporean anot?

*emo* :(

OH YEA! You know, I think I'm officially addicted to dress up games because today, I spent my whole afternoon doing makeovers for Selena Gomez and dressing up Megan Fox and Lady Gaga. LOLOLOL *nods head*

Oh boo I can't upload images now. Apparently there's something wrong with blogger :(
Don't worry I'll upload next time :D So byee!

RANDOM!

2009-07-05T13:16:00.006+08:00

1. As quoted from Sherry's blog,

GO TO TOA PAYOH HDB HUB
ON SATURDAY, 11 JULY 2009
BY 4PM!
SUPPORT CHOIR!

2. I've got a new play list in my blog now! :D Realize that all the songs found in my play list are all by Demi Lovato? I shall explain the reason behind my selection of the 5 songs in my play list out of total randomness + boredom muahaha. (Yea, pay good attention to the lyrics if interested lolol.)

Back Around is dedicated to someone I dislike

Open and all the other songs explain how I feel

3. Ignore the post about me hiatus-ing!

4. My tagboard is dead :(

Yea, bye!

And so Kaely prays

2009-07-04T21:17:00.001+08:00

Storm is brewing in the
air tonight
So many pressures on my mind
Want to escape just
wanna run away
But it's not an option
I have to stay

And so I pray
I wish that all these things
would go away
To disappear if only for a day
Know I can't go but I don't
wanna stay

Can't believe the irony
The thing I wanted is killing me
All the happy smiles I miss
Didn't think it would be like this

And so I pray
I wish that all these things
would go away
To disappear if only for a day
Know I can't go but I don't
wanna stay

Storm is brewing in the
air tonight
So many pressures on my mind
Want to escape just
wanna run away
But it's not an option
I have to stay

And so I pray
I wish that all these things
would go away
To disappear if only for a day
Know I can't go but
I don't wanna stay
To be left alone if only
for a day
I wish that all these things
would go away
(pray to you I hope it will
be alright)
To be someone else
if only for a day
(and over soon, I feel it)
Know I can't go but I don't
wanna stay
(hope that you hear me)

2009-07-02T16:46:00.002+08:00

Ignore the previous post, I guess I was a little pissed off at that point of time and went a little too far with my choice of words, especially when I blogged about the sitting position. So I'm sorry!

Anyways I'm now a bimbo bee yayayay. Haha from a CHIMpanzee to a bimbo bee. Cool :D
Plus I changed my blogskin! I like it haha. Not that I'm in a love triangle (I'm not even in a love line ._.) but I really like the words, I think its absolutely cool so I guess I'll be using this skin for a really long time. At least longer than usual :D

My grades are DEPROVING (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). Actually that was an exaggeration HAHA. Truth is my Chinese is deproving :(

Okay, HIATUS START!

Sigh

2009-07-01T17:42:00.006+08:00

Wowww its been so long since my last post. I shall do numbering again! Personally I think numbering is cool and neat, like as compared to a really wordy post that people won't even bother to read, which is why I see no point in doing a wordy post haha.

1. "Good morning, if you've been to any affected countries in the last 7 days, please keep to the left. Thank you!"

2. BEING DISIAO-ED IS GETTING VERY ANNOYING :(

3. Wish you were here, wish I could talk to you. I know we're just friends, but somehow I just keep thinking about you.

4. I think I've done pretty well for today's Maths test :D I predict that I'll get 45/50? The lowest I can get is 40 I guess- since I revised and mugged really hard for this test.

5. Daniel is chairman, Zulaikha is vice-chairman! *clap clap*

6. I hate the sitting position in class, I hate it that WeiSheng's sitting behind me 'cos he keeps pulling my hair and doing things that annoy me. I hate it that Samantha sits to my left and that XinYu sits in front of me, and because they're BFFs they keep passing notes in class and somehow they keep getting ME to pass the notes during lessons when they clearly know that I'm trying my very best to pay attention in class. I hate it that Tricia's sitting next to me, all she does is snoreeeeeeee/text message away in class. Yea, I understand that Ms Lin and Ms Wong placed me there because they want me to help with Tricia, Samantha and XinYu's academics but still, who's going to help me if I help them!? My grades are like AHHHH these days :( Anyways when I offer my help to them (Like in a really polite manner), they just shun me away and tell me to shut up. SO WHATS THE POINT?

7. You find out!

8. I like someone, but only 1 person knows who it is so those who think its ____, its not. I used to like him, but not anymore.

9. Sigh I realize this post is getting rather wordy :O

10. Byee

2009-06-28T09:46:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAY
HOMEWORK
FINALLY
COMPLETE.

Weehoo within 2 days (excluding newspaper project) I completed my holiday homework!
Awesome huh? :D Now I can slack all I want. Justin's back too :O I wonder if he's going to get quarantined or something haha.

Anyways yesterday was a great day. ER meeting in the morning was awesome and so was the biking trip at night :D I'm going to watch some tele now, *hugs* byee!

Ohohoh school starts next week! Semester 2 is going to be tough but Kaely is going to stay optimistic no matter what! :D

Catch Me

2009-06-26T13:41:00.002+08:00

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight i could fall to sleep to this beautiful moonlight

But your so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can say this I'm unraveling
And your love is where I'm falling
So please baby catch me

Sing this high
Don't settle down
like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
My stomach screams just when i look at you

Now fly away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
But I can't get my hopes too high
'Cos every hello ends with a goodbye

But your so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can say this I'm unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please baby catch me

Now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
So here I go
Its what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know its real

But You're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And I can say this I'm unraveling
And Your love is where I'm falling
So please baby catch me

And when I'm out, please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me

Ilina Irina <3

2009-06-25T17:42:00.007+08:00

Ilina SZY and Irina SZM! :D *poke like mad*
Sigh remember last year in PL when we thought the school was haunted and started shaking the papaya tree like insane people when we thought it was talking to us or something? And remember the time when I'd be queuing up in front of the two of you wanting to buy food, and the two of you would start poking me non-stop and I'd laugh and fidget as if I were doing the retarded chicken dance? ZiMei, remember when the two of us would always compare our English grades? And when you won I'd poke you 'cos I was jealous ._. And remember the other time when I spent the whole day prancing along the corridor of 6 Joy and 6 Humility in Alfreda's geeky specs while making funny faces 'cos I was high? Remember when I'd talk to you about that stupid guy Joey? Remember when you read the letter he wrote to me and started guffawing like mad when you saw the comic he drew for me? Remember when Micaela, some other people and I would sit at the big steps and watch in awe as the two of you start skipping 'cos it was like, uber fast? AHAHA remember all the good times we spent in PL? :D
I want the both of you to know that I really miss and love you two. Whatever you do, don't slash and NEVER puff. Its not good for you. You two mean the world to me and I don't want to lose you because of whatsoever reason and definitely not because of your ciggs. In my eyes the two of you will forever be the most adorable and lovable pair of twins and as your AHMA I'm telling you this- Don't slash don't puff :( Its not worth doing any of this for anyone. Listen to me alright? Don't "hannar hannar amah" but not do it in the end. I'm serious! :(

Let's go shopping together one day, I'm sure it'll be lots of fun :D Call me <3 (83359816)

Twilight o-o

2009-06-25T09:32:00.008+08:00

Hello :D
You know, personally I feel that this whole Twilight saga thing is really getting um, rather absurd, outrageous, ridiculous and nonsensical :O I mean, its just a movie (a really great movie with really hot guys!- but its still a movie) so why is there a need to go to such an extent where companies start to produce Edward Ken dolls and Bella Barbie dolls, Twilight lip venom lip gloss and even Twilight perfume? o_o ahaha anyways I'm blogging about this out of boredom muahaha ._.

ANYWAYS OMG WATCH THIS, THIS IS SO HOT TTM! *Ogle*

Heehee byee, have a great day ahead :D

Game Addicts

2009-06-24T13:18:00.007+08:00

*points finger at video* AHAHAHAHAHA game addicts. I sympathize with their parents.

Hmpf

2009-06-24T10:02:00.007+08:00

You know, I hardly ever dream when I sleep. However last night I had some random nightmare that sent me screaming like some mentally...insane person (According to my mom?).

Sigh I probably had some random dream about semester 2... at least that's what I think since I dread semester 2 'cos its definitely going to be really busy. Life will be so hectic. I'd be going to school early almost everyday so that I can study with Jia Le and do my revision but leave school latest at 7 because of debate. Just what on earth am I doing T.T I don't want my life to be packed with the commitments I have in school, I don't want to be some nerdy geeky workaholic because that's not me! I want to be the person I used to be. Energetic, carefree, bubbly, optimistic...

School work can really kill. Soon I'll have insufficient sleep almost everyday and then I'd probably have insomnia or whatever freaking shit you call it. Or maybe... I'm just thinking too much la. After all its been proven in multiple facebook quizzes that I'm paranoid haha ._.

Bull shit ass shit cock shit eff shit.

Anyways I bought a new teddy bear and decided to name it Support 'cos apparently that's what it was named before I bought it. Hehe support is a nice name anyways! In addition I've done a good deed 'cos according to the tag attached to the teddy bear "a portion of the profits from the original sale of this Beanie Baby (Support) will aid in the fight against breast cancer." Its pink in colour and really nice to hug hehe I love it so much :D

By the way I've extracted my 2 teeth and surprisingly it didn't hurt! :O

Byee.

RAWR

2009-06-23T19:51:00.005+08:00

Hello. Booo I'm blogging because I feel dumbfounded. Gah I honestly cannot comprehend to why MOE just refuses to grant us an extension to the June hols! :(

With regards to this article

The MOE said it will issue a seven-day leave of absence to all school staff and students returning from affected countries on or after June 22.

It added that they are to stay at home for seven days before returning to school if they have visited the affected countries.

Um, isn't Singapore an affected country as well??? ._.

Edited: Gah anyways all activities in school have been canceled! Debate and choir practices are no exception :(

Lalala let's play lololol.

2009-06-22T18:40:00.003+08:00

Hello, I'm bored so let's play Simon Says. If you lose you owe me US$10 (Convert it to SGD!!!)

SIMON SAYS,
Click here, scroll down all the way to the bottom left where you see a poll and kindly vote for the holidays to be extended.

End of game lololol thanks for voting byee!

Kaely can predict the future! :D

2009-06-22T10:34:00.008+08:00

I shall blog for the week (though it has not yet happened) excluding today 'cos I will not be posting for the whole of this week except today. Don't underestimate me because I can predict the future weehoo.

Yesterday I got disiao-ed for the first time muahaha. It was quite fun :D That amusing guy who text messaged me out of the blue asked me questions that made giggle. Okay but honestly, though personally I feel that being disiao-ed is fun, its still quite freaky talking to a schoolmate I don't know about some random topic lololol. I wonder how he even got my number in the first place... :O

(This covers Tuesday)
RAWR there's debate tomorrow and I've not really done much research on the topic of India yet except read some random article about some stupid debate over inappropriate dressing in India or whatever :O Anyways I wonder when the test will be. Gah anyways the only thing I look forward to tomorrow is after debate which is when I can walk to the bus stop (hopefully with Tzu Ning and Shawn) again and laugh the day away. Yea. Shawn I won't spit bubble tea don't worry ._.

(This covers Wednesday)
Oh noooooooo. Tooth extraction. I'm going to extract 2 this Wednesday and another 2 in the next dental appointment with Dr Heng. Curse braces they make me want to cry :( PeiJun has gone through extraction as well and she told me yesterday that it wouldn't hurt. I really hope so. After tooth extraction I'm probably going to watch Transformers 2 with DARE level 1. Still considering but there's a high possibility of me going heehee.

(This covers Thursday)
I'm probably going to chiong homework. It'll be a mundane day. Gah I hate typical days, so not exciting at all. Ohhh wait maybe I'll go over to Grandma's to help her with gardening. Sweet :D

(This covers Friday)
YIPPEE CHOIR ♥♥♥♥ Yayayay I'll get to see my dear Tosy again and we're (Tosy, Sherry, David, Colin, Samantha, Shawn and I) all going to dance to All For One woohoo I know its going to be so much fun!

(This covers the weekend)
I'll probably chiong whatever homework that's still left undone (if any). If not... I'll go for DARE service on Saturday then go biking with my cousins after DARE haha. Then on Sunday I won't go to church. I really give up on adult service, they touch on stuff that I understand but don't know when I can put into good use (approximately more than 20 years later if I get married then divorce my husband for I don't know what reason?? ._.) Basically I guess I'll do revision on Sunday.

Oh yes and read below if interested, it touches on both love and life. Really beautiful :D I got it from Tumblr, didn't write it myself.

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.
Go for the man/woman of deeds and not for the man/woman of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man/woman you love but with the man/woman who loves you more.

The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being.

To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving; it only means that you allow that person to find his/her own happiness without expecting him/her to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving.

Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love, that doesn’t mean you failed in love.

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept, and no love so little that we cannot start all over with.

Alright, goodbye! Have a great week ahead :D

Lalala

2009-06-21T15:13:00.011+08:00

(:

HELLO.
Okay, those who saw the previous emo post, its gone now 'cos I deleted it yayayay! Anyways I feel much better now 'cos the newspaper project is finally complete. Gah I've been rather temperamental and irritable nowadays, somehow I can't control my emotions. Sigh. ANYWAYS now I'm moving on to blog about happier stuff weehoo.

Okay today's day has been great (: Went to church in the morning. I understood the sermon but there's really no way I can put whatever I've learnt from today's sermon into good use... just yet 'cos today's sermon was meant solely for both married and divorced couples :O I'm not married and... I don't know if I'll ever get divorced ._.

Oh and is it really stupid of me to not know the meaning of disiao and boliao?

LOL byee.

Eyes open wide in amazement :O

2009-06-20T21:29:00.008+08:00

UBER COOLIO! My brother showed me this video haha.

Anyways a few nights ago I spent hours text messaging my ex-schoolmates, asking them questions like how they're doing in their coping with secondary school life and stuff like that (Of course not interrogate la, just... I care for them with good intentions :D Somehow I just want to be there for them when they're feeling down). Basically doing some "catching up" hehe. Its really great to hear that all of them are coping well. This fact just puts me at ease though I don't know why I even worried in the first place ._. I guess everyone just has to move on. Don't get me wrong, I'm loving secondary school life but its just... nostalgia hits me from time to time. To all PL lites, I LOVE YOU! Good luck in everything you do haha (:

Byee!

:(

2009-06-20T15:27:00.003+08:00

Okay I shall fill this post with images to describe how I feel since "a picture speaks a thousand words" haha.

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Byee.

BRACES LEH BRACES LEH NONONO

2009-06-19T15:55:00.007+08:00

Okay apparently there is a total 77 cases of H1N1 reported in Singapore already :O
Wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow.

Anyways I'm going for my dental appointment later to check if I'm suitable for braces! And if I'm suitable, according to my Mom, I'll get my braces immediately lololol ._. I think I'll look weird with braces, plus the process is probably going to hurt... but I guess the pain's worth it since wearing braces gives me perfect straight teeth woohoo.

*Waits*

Okay I'm going for my dental appointment now. Wish me luck, hopefully I'm not suitable for braces lololol. Byee!

Ohohoh yes and before I leave, I'd like to announce that my feelings for him have completely gone away so I'm crushless now yayayay. Like you care, lol okay bye ._.

Edited: Back from my dental appointment. Fortunately I'm not wearing braces now even though I'm suitable for them! :D Instead, I'm in the process of wearing braces. I've got separators stuck in between my teeth now and extraction of my teeth will take place next week. Then after the extraction they'll place back my teeth (I don't know how) then I'll have my braces on. Meaning I'll have braces on in um... July :D

Okay byee!

Yayayay

2009-06-18T08:51:00.009+08:00

Eyyyyyy I find this video uber cute and creative ttm! :D By the way I have fringe now so I look kind of weird lololol. I'm gonna pin up my fringe in school though, haha.

Ohohoh and please read this. Especially the part that reads "So as a precautionary measure, doctors said it may be practical to keep schools closed for at least another week." <- I hope MOE takes this into consideration because I really need this one week to complete my holiday homework ._.

Anyways my plans for today!
1. Complete art homework
2. Complete ALL the worksheets
3. Revise for Maths test

Goshh I really hope that the remaining 11 days of the June hols is sufficient for me to complete my holiday homework and do some revision :P

Alright have a great day ahead people, byee!♥

Phoebe In Wonderland

2009-06-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

At a certain part in your life. Probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself, "But I am this person." And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love.

I find this meaningful.

Bye bye my love!

2009-06-17T09:29:00.011+08:00

I realize something.

For the whole of yesterday, I hardly thought of my crush unless someone used him as a topic/subject in an online conversation or sms, and I wasn't very participative in ANY of the conversations that concerned him :O My usual hyper self was like, totally gone yippee!
AND ALL THIS IS GOOD! The feeling's fading awayyyyyyy! This proves to ShiHui and Justin that I'm no longer love sick :D

And I heard my dear Denyse has rebonded her hair :D I bet she looks so much prettier now with her new hairstyle haha.

Byee people, have a great day ahead! :D

I feel nostalgic. I miss singalongs, I miss camp. Yea, though I'm just some SLT without the badge, I still feel as though the SLB is already like my family, like I'm part of that big happy family. I regret the fact that I tried to put on a brave front during the singalong sessions, I regret trying not to cry even though deep down inside I was desperate to just let it all out. But I didn't want them to worry, because they were crying too and I felt the need to be there for them. I feel that what I did was right, but I still feel regret... I feel that what I did was silly and selfish. Just the feeling, nothing to it.

FABOOSH DAY TO THE MAX!

2009-06-16T21:04:00.005+08:00

Ohohoh today has been such a great day :D

1. I woke up early! 11.00am++ woohoo!

2. I cleaned up my room and now it looks super neat yippee!

3. Changed my blogskin :D

4. My mom bought me my favourite Vanilla Milkshake yayyyyyyyyy! Vanilla milkshake rocks ttm! (ttm- to the max)

5. I didn't blog about camp but if you'd like to know how camp was then check out Justin's blog :P

Byee! I hope today has been a great day for you as well woohoo!

Edited: I've started to link you guys already, but I can't remember most so if you'd like me to link you, then please tag me with your blog URL so that I can link you as soon as possible :D Links can be found at the "MISC" tab so, yea. Byee!

2009-06-15T17:58:00.005+08:00

Justin recommended this video to me! :O I like the gee gee gee gee baby baby baby part :D

2009-06-14T15:36:00.003+08:00

I'm back from June camp, woohoo! I won't blog about June camp but still I'd like to thank those who cheered me up with the balloons today when I got emotional and started crying during camp discussion (ShiHui, XinYing and Celine) , and those who asked if I was okay and Justin who gave me a pat on the shoulder hehe. I'd also like to thank those who took the initiative to write warm fuzzies to me even though you guys weren't even my warm fuzzies. Its just really sweet of you people to take the initiative to write to me. So.... THANK YOU :D Heehee I miss Samantha's curry and kaya bread already. I'm probably going to Mcdonalds soon to kope some of the curry muahaha. Byee!

KAELY LOVES SLB!

2009-06-10T11:48:00.006+08:00

June camp's tomorrow, but I've barely started on my packing! :O Gosh I think I'm starting to slack already ahaha. KAELY YOU CANNOT SLACK AT THIS POINT OF TIME. Anyways I think the reason behind why I feel less tense is probably because Mr. Chew said there wouldn't be any elimination during June camp, unless we do so badly to the extent that we can't even get the basics accomplished (like, hand in our consent forms and stuff like that) that he has to eliminate us. But June camp will be tougher 'cos its not selection camp but training camp so I'm expecting more Buddha claps, sit-ups, push-ups, jumping jacks and more sessions of PT... which leads to more stitches boohoohoo :(

Anyways I read Celine's blog, and apparently I'm... fourth generation of Melissa. I don't know why or how Celine, Melissa and Jia Hui became my qian beis, wonder if its something I did though :O

Anyways wish me luck for June camp, byee! :D (Oh and to the others who will be going for the June camp tomorrow as well, good luck! :D)

2009-06-09T08:26:00.007+08:00

Last night I spent hours stoning in front of the computer, waiting for the phone call, pondering about certain things, chatting with some of my close friends (surprisingly every conversation was talking about one particular person) while doing my holiday homework. Heehee multi-tasking <3

Anyways so I've come to a conclusion after some long hours of pondering! :O-
Seeing you smile, it makes me happy as well. Don't worry about me, I'm okay.

The YOU in my conclusion is not only to someone is but also to everyone. Including whoever you are who's reading this post now, hehe. All I really want is for none of you to worry about me, 'cos the more you show your concern for me, even though you do it with good intentions sometimes it really hurts because somehow when I see that frown on your face while you're comforting me, I'll feel that I'm the cause of that frown. I want to see you smile hehe so seriously, just don't worry about me :)

Byee<3

2009-06-08T07:30:00.002+08:00

Hello world! :D I woke up early to find all the tags on my tagboard gone! :(
(But don't worry Raymond I read your tag and the offline messages you left me :D)
AHHHHHHH apparently the website deleted all the tags 'cos of some clearing thing. Goshhh!
Anyways its about 7:32Am now so have a nice day ahead people! :)

2009-06-07T18:33:00.004+08:00

Ohhh today has been such a great day!

1. I woke up at 1PM :O
2. I bought US$120.50 worth of items online using my brother's vouchers on pacsun.com (Ahahaha I'm such a shopaholic :P)
3. I gained 1kg, so I'm now 42kg! WOOOOOHOOOO
4. I'm now listening to 'Beautiful Eyes' by Taylor Swift, one of my favourite songs!
5. Dinner was awesome. Mom cooked curry chicken! oh my goshhhh it was superb :D 实在是美味可口!
6. When school reopens, I'm going to do what I promised Justin I'd do. Its going to be tough but ITS A PROMISE AND I KEEP MY PROMISES!

Byee I hope you've had an awesome day as well!

:D

2009-06-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

I like. Demi Lovato sang this song at the age of 14. I love.

2009-06-06T15:01:00.009+08:00

DON'T YOU MISS ME?
Aww its okay I'm back :)

Yay me, I immediately turned on the computer and signed in to blogger as soon as I got home just so that I could blog about my 3 days of camping :D I will not include emotional stuff that I wrote in my notebook in this post 'cos its really um... emotional and you know me, I'm self-conscious so... yeah :D

4 JUNE was great. Sherry told me before the briefing that she wanted me to be in her group, but I ended up in Ming En's group instead. My group was group B. My group members (Aderic, Kah Wei, Desiree and Mick) were really shy during the first few hours of camp. They weren't very participative or enthusiastic at first but they soon began to participate in the activities after we got to know each other better and they were really cooperative when it came to group work :D Woohoo group B! Anyways so I ended up bunking with Sonia, Tiffany, Yi Jie, Desiree, Ming En and Sherry (Sherry joined us on the second day of camp. Apparently her bunk mates locked her out of the room or something :O). We played some games after that. The games that we played required a lot of planning and team effort, plus they were really fun to play. My favourite game was the mummy game which required us to wrap one of our group members (We chose Kah Wei. Actually... I think he volunteered) in toilet paper until he/she looked like a mummy or something. However I feel that the most exciting game is the game that Justin, Raymond and Marcus (Chua) were really good at, which is the balloon game 'cos it was like, a lot of chasing plus someone fell into the BUSHES after Raymond unintentionally pushed him, or so he claimed. (AHAHA I SOUND LIKE A NEWS REPORTER) Anyways It was super fun and super cool, woohoo! Lunch was beehoon :O Hardi gave us a really short time (3 minutes if I'm not wrong) to run to our rooms, get our utensils and mugs from our bags and assemble back at the canteen after that. Aderic ate 2 servings of his meal 'cos he thought it wasn't enough when I couldn't even finish eating at least 3/4 of what I had. Oh my gosh. Games continued after that I think, then after the games we went to the AVA room for a lecture by one of the seniors that touched on simple truths and leadership. I found the talk really inspiring and motivating, haha :D I think (Sorry for all the "I think"s 'cos I really can't recall, so those who went for the camp and are reading the blog, please do correct me!) we had dinner after that. After dinner, it was SHOWER TIME! Shower time was... oh-em-gee. The minute I entered the cubicle, the SLNs started knocking on the cubicle door, begging me to hurry up. Oh my gosh I got annoyed 'cos they were like knocking on the door every 5 seconds when I was already trying my best to hurry up but I TOLERATED and woohoo I finished bathing after 10 mins or so :D After bathing, it was the NIGHT WALK! :O Night walk wasn't really very scary. Desmond's attempt to scare us with his supposedly horror stories were really 失败, but at the same time entertaining haha and I shan't tell you why I find it entertaining because I don't want to. And then it was supper/bedtime so... yea nothing exciting happened then so I shan't include it in my post :(

5 JUNE was, in my opinion, the best day out of the three days of camping :D The campers assembled at the parade square early in the morning for physical training (PT). Raymond and Kah Wei and someone else (I forgot) were the ones who volunteered to lead the warm up session before we started PT, and I feel they did a really awesome job 'cos the division of workload (In this case, who was to say what. Both of them took turns to lead the warm up session instead of relying solely on one person to lead the warm up session) between the three was fair... so yea that's just my opinion. After the warm up session we did some sit ups and after the sit ups we ran 4 rounds around the school if I'm not wrong. Then after PT was breakfast :) After breakfast was... I forgot. ANYWAY we started with the Amazing Race later in the morning. Amazing Race was really fun. Kah Wei's really street smart so he knew exactly where the first clue led us to (Compass Point). Apparently he lives near Compass Point so he's really familiar with the place and such. When we reached Compass Point's Library, we were required to search for 4 leadership quotes from 4 different books to be able to receive the next clue and to move on to the next station. There were many stations but my favourite was the one at the Serangoon Community Park because that was when my group and Willianto's group merged as one group to count ALL the stones found in the park. Marcus (Marcus LOW from 201. Not Marcus Chua) and I decided to pair up so I started counting from the entrance while he followed behind me so that he could double check. Then while stepping on the stones I tripped and fell and ALL OF A SUDDEN, I lost count. So, I was hoping Marcus could still remember the number of stones we had counted in total but it turned out he had forgotten as well so we had to restart again. (By the way Marcus and I had to start counting all over again for 4 times 'cos somehow the both of us kept forgetting :P) Ahahaha probably like me, Marcus has short term memory as well! :O Anyways so after the Amazing Race, Willianto's group and my group went back to school together. Dinner was bleah- I ate David's leftovers for dinner 'cos I really had no appetite to eat and since David couldn't finish I just ate from his packet of chicken rice :P After dinner, everyone headed to the Aesthetics Room to watch BOLT :D Its a great movie, I really liked it :P My group did our reflections after that and presented them to the camp. Hongyou gave his comments on our presentation as soon as everyone was done. Sad... he told my group he thinks our handwriting was too small to read from where he was which is erm, not good. BUT WE SHALL WORK ON IT AND IMPROVE ON OUR HANDWRITING! :D Lionel announced that there was to be fire drill later in the morning ('Cos when he announced it it was already 12.45am) after Hongyou ended his lecture. Then blablablablablablablablaBLABLABLA.... *fast forwards in time* it was time for the fire drill.
So... Tiffany woke me up and immediately I ran out of the classroom with my shoes on and continued to sprint along the corridor of classrooms but stopped at class 107 as I realized that it was the only classroom with the lights out. SO I asked the 105 bunkers if the 107 bunkers had already left for the car park (Which was where we were instructed to assemble during the fire drill) and they said yes, so I continued to sprint towards the car park.

(No link so I shall start a new paragraph) (I shall get emotional :O)

During the fire drill, from the moment everyone woke up to the moment just before I realized that Raymond was still sleeping and had been left unattended all along, I was honestly half asleep but tried my best to listen to every word Clement and the other SLs said. The moment I finally completely woke up was when Clement called all of the campers a group of SELFISH people. We were selfish, our actions at that point of time were selfish. Why? Because firstly, we underestimated the importance of the fire drill. Even though it wasn't the real thing, the purpose of the fire drill is to prepare all of us for the future if a real fire were to happen. And because of our lack of sense of urgency and alertness we actually left those who had to be attended unattended. I mean, what if they died? (I don't think I'm overreacting by the way). I mean, what if it was a real fire? Wouldn't Raymond be gone? As a friend he means a lot to me. Not only have we underestimated the importance of the fire drill but also the importance of the LIVES of our peers. We cared too much about ourselves. I wanted to, seriously, slap myself in the face. I didn't mind the Buddha claps because personally I felt that we deserved that punishment even though, yea honestly my arms were aching and I felt as if my veins were about to snap after doing 20+ Buddha claps and yes when we were given the choice to decide for ourselves our punishment for not being able to answer their questions, the Buddha clap was definitely the last thing I wanted to do. But we still did it, and it was worth it. So... I can't exactly get my point right at the moment but yea this is just how I feel. Yea but anyways we did much better at our second attempt so... we went to sleep after that.

1.30PM++, 6 JUNE- which is today, marked the end of the selection camp. Like yesterday, there was PT today as well. But this time, Justin and I were the ones who led the warm up session. After the warm up session we did 20 push ups, 20 sit ups, 80 jumping jacks and ran 5 rounds around the parade square (If I'm not wrong) Breakfast was wow. I played truth or dare together with Xin Ying, Raymond, Tiffany, Kah Sim, Cindy and some other people (Again, I forgot :P). Lunch was great. I tried to walk around and make some new friends while I could, or at least get to know my new friends better haha. The interview came as a great surprise to everyone :P some people were panicking and hyperventilating before the interview. I'm sure the others felt as anxious but just didn't show it heehee. Clement was bombarding me with questions throughout the entire interview. The rest were keeping real quiet while he was the one shooting questions at me like a machine gun :O And when I answered he was like smiling at Colin so... I don't know if that's good or bad! :P I really hope I'll pass the camp, and if you went for the sc then I hope you pass the camp too lol!

Overall, I feel that the camp has been a really awesome experience for me. Through this camp I've learned a whole lot more about leadership, friendships, persevering, having a strong sense of determination, taking the initiative to do things, having a strong sense of urgency and alertness, responsibility and a whole lot more which I know can put into great use in the future woohoo :D

JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Fuck

2009-06-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

I'm probably going to... just, well, cry myself to sleep again. Good night, sweet dreams.

All for one!

2009-06-03T11:11:00.010+08:00

Hellooooooo, 你好你好!!! :D Hmm... CHOIR WAS AWESOME! Shawn and I kept bumping into each other while dancing to All For One and when that happened we started guffawing like mad. There were many times when I laughed so hard I fell onto the ground AHAHAHA.

I forgot what happened but somehow we realized that we were all locked in the 401 classroom :O so Shawn, Colin, Sherry and Samantha started SINGING for help.

HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP!

Then after sometime the uncle came to unlock the door. Apparently he didn't want to disturb us while we were dancing (No link???)

Ohh then towards the end of dance practice, the sec 4 girls came. Wei Ting claims that she is the cause of global warming (Hotness).

Get it? :P Anyways I'm going to go download more games now and watch more of Gossip Girl haha (told you I watch NC16 shows). Selection camp's tomorrrow so since I'm done with packing I shall slack because I want to. Muahahahaha. Oh yes and the video below is my favourite part of episode 13 of Gossip Girl.

Blair: Game over.
Chuck: Game's not over until I say it is.
Blair: Then have fun playing with yourself.

Byee! :)

WOW

2009-06-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

Okay um, since some of you found Taylor Lautner's topless pictures that I posted previously in my blog rather obscene then YAY I deleted them (From my blog, but there's still a lot more in my computer for me to ogle at :D). Anyways NEW MOON TRAILER IS OUT! ♥♥♥♥

Byee, <3

:(

2009-06-02T17:41:00.004+08:00

Alright this post shall be separated from the previous post. Anyways just in case you're wondering... yes this post is regarding selection camp. I know I'm really paranoid but I just really am afraid. I'm afraid that I'll become... well, really snobbish and stuff like that once I become a SLT (If I pass the 2 camps). I don't want to change. I just want to be myself, be true to myself. People change but I want to change for the better and not for the worse. Some of my peers already dislike me because I'm an emcee in school. Apparently they think I sound proud and cocky on stage which is just... sad? The way I speak on stage is the way Mrs. Yeap expects me to speak on stage (Not pushing the blame to her but, yea that's the truth). I mean they dislike me simply because of that so... what will happen if I become a SLT? Won't they think that I'm some teacher's pet or something? Won't they dislike me even more? I don't even know why I care so much about what people think of me, I don't even know why I feel so self-conscious. I mean, is it wrong to be pursuing my own interests? I'm not doing any of this for fame or whatever... I'm not that kind of person.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Byee.
(By the way I don't have mood swings, I'm just feeling half happy and half sad. hm.)

<3

2009-06-02T17:13:00.008+08:00

T♥DAY,

Shawn, David, Tosy, Samantha, Sherry, Colin and I danced to ALL FOR ONE!
Haha it was so much fun :D Yea... that's about all I did today :P Oh yes and I'm trying to download maple now but its taking so long to download :( *Impatient* HURRY UP COMPUTERRRRR!!! Anyway so I'm really trying my best to start on my holiday homework and hopefully complete it before the selection camp but I REALLY CAN'T 'cos there's just so much to do.

OH YES AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEISHI! :D♥♥♥

KAELY 加油!!!!

Weeeee

2009-06-01T18:21:00.007+08:00

Today has been a great day so far :D I spent the afternoon with Grandma for lunch. After lunch, I accompanied Grandma to Heartland mall so that I could get some things I needed for camp while she went to buy some groceries. I went to school after that to hand in my Geography file and went to meet my mom at heartland mall again after school so that I could go to popular to get Tzu Ning's belated birthday present while my mom went for her dental appointment :P

Ohhh yea and there's choir + sectionals tomorrow woohoo! Can't wait can't wait can't wait! :D
Tomorrow Sherry and Colin are going to teach the dancers to dance to All For One haha :D

Plus I think Raymond has broken my record of smsing already :D Hm yesterday we smsed till midnight :O I've never smsed till so late before, but I couldn't sleep anyways haha. And I think we've been smsing from morning till now. Wow :O But I enjoy smsing him haha :D

Weeeeee choir rocks your pi gu (butt) and your wa zi (socks) and your shi jie (world)!

Byee.

Sigh.

2009-05-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

I'm scared. I feel unprepared. I feel inferior... inferior to those who, like me, have passed the interview and will be going for the selection camp next week. Sighhh I'm trying to get all the bad thoughts out of my mind. But I just keep wondering- what if I'm not up for the job even if I give it my all? Am I even ready for this? All the other nominees are so mature and so confident... they're people who've got the qualities of a true leader. They're students who are ready to lead the school and are capable of bringing the student leader board to greater heights. They're people who've got what it takes to persevere, people with a strong sense of determination and the mindset for excellence. I, on the other hand... I don't even have the strength or the confidence to believe in myself. From the start of the year till now, I've changed so much. Changed so much I don't even know myself anymore. Changed so much I don't even know if I've changed for the better or the worse. I remember what Joel said during this year's student leader investiture... that fear is what that stops us from moving on. So just what exactly is my fear?

SIGH

4 June, can't give up.

SMILE SMILE SMILE

2009-05-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

I PASSED THE SL INTERVIEW!!!

Sighhh I know there's still a long way to the day when I officially become a student leader. (If its even possible :P)
There's still the selection camp, training camp, probation and blablabla... But at least passing the interview brings me a step closer to my dream of becoming one! Selection camp will be during the June holidays. CAN'T WAIT!

KAELY JIAYOU!!!!
BTW- See, I told you today would be a better day (:

:D

2009-05-26T20:52:00.001+08:00

Third post!
Today = bad day.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
Tomorrow will be a better day because there's choir tomorrow, and I can't wait!
Choir rocks your wa zi (socks), and your pi gu (butt)! :D

Ohhh Ohh and thanks Nicholas and Justin (:

SMILE SMILE SMILE

2009-05-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Second post!

Life is full of ups and downs,
And lefts and rights,
And this and thats!
You look like you are feeling down, with that horrible looking frown.
But why don't you turn that frown upside down?
Why, I can help with that!

Now open your mouth, open it wide,
As wide as the world it goes!
Then bring one side closer to the left,
and the other to the right!
Now sway your lips from side to side,
And remember to do it with your utmost pride!

There you go,
You've got a smile on your face.
A smile so bright it replaced that frown,
But hey, don't you think you look a little bit like a funny looking clown?

My poem for my Langarts ATT! Does it make you smile? Ahahaha :) I'm not very good at poems but I tried my best, so give me some comments on what you think of my poem alright? Thanks!

Byee. (Oh yea, tagboard's up!)

HELLO WORLD

2009-05-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

<- Cute.

First post on Liren's 15th birthday. Yayy happy birthday Liren!
My previous blog consisted of over 200 posts, so let's see if this blog will be able to break the existing record that I have set. Haha, the fact that I deleted my previous blog must have come as a shock for some people huh? If so then yay 'cos I love shocking people. Wee I'm a shocker! My every week is going to be really hectic now. Yayy I love hectic weeks.

Wednesday + Friday- Choir and assembly presenters club (Friday only)
Thursday- Debate

Speaking of AP, I HAVE OFFICIALLY RESIGNED AS YEAP YEAP'S SECRETARY. YAY!

Note that I either have my dental check up, back bone check up or an appointment with the dermatologist every Friday. YAYYYY I SHALL HATE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS FROM NOW ON BECAUSE ITS WHEN I AM SO FREE :O<- Just kidding. I love everyday :D

Oh wait :O There's still SLB (If I become a SL). YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Byee. (I'll do the links and create a new tagboard tmr)

Kaely HKL

Random! ^^

You suck manszx.

Ew

Ultra Kitty speaks

So....

Here we go, go, go again!

Bz

R-A-N-D-O-M!

Lalala

I sound old in this post!

Random

Pouring out

T

SYF @ TYP

SIGH???? :*

RANDOM!

RANDOM!

And so Kaely prays

Sigh

Catch Me

Ilina Irina <3

Twilight o-o

Game Addicts

Hmpf

RAWR

Lalala let's play lololol.

Kaely can predict the future! :D

Lalala

*Eyes open wide in amazement* :O

:(

BRACES LEH BRACES LEH NONONO

Yayayay

Phoebe In Wonderland

Bye bye my love!

FABOOSH DAY TO THE MAX!

:D

Fuck

All for one!

WOW

:(

<3

Weeeee

Sigh.

SMILE SMILE SMILE

:D

SMILE SMILE SMILE

HELLO WORLD

Eyes open wide in amazement :O